dReAm

dream what you dream,
love it,
and be honest to your self..

fiuh...i wish i could do it..i even don't know what my dream is..
i really wanna find it out..i really wanna live with passion, something that could fire me on or live me up..
i really wanna feel what it is like when you give all your best to reach or achieve something what you dream on..
yeah that's me...
still confusing and looking for something...
i wish i could be like someone else, i wish i could be like him..live with something what he wants, what he desires..and tries his best to achieve it...

i still don't know what my dream is...but i still have some clues..here they are:

- i don't want live with office or business thingy suround me..it makes me fed up...i don't wanna work with something that push me to dressed up..or look tidy with that kind of suits (you know what i mean), working in the office or something like that..

- i don't want to work start at 8 am in the morning and finish at 5 pm and get home at 6 pm..fiuh..what a hard day..

- i don't want to work for someone..i want to work for myself, noone hired or fired me..

- i want to work anytime as i please


well.. i suppose my dream is something that connected with a thing named ART..

talking about art..art could include manythings..it could be a panting, poem, film or movie, dance, manythings..you named it!


so...i suppose..my dream could be an artist, writer or something like that..
but the question is..is it too late for me?
is it too late for me to pursue what i dream on since eventually at the moment i about to finish my study that could help me to achieve something that i didn't dream on...

oh God...i don't know what to do...please lead me...